How do i deal with cheating on my wife. it meant nothing to me but i still did it- suicide seems the best way?

she throws it in my face constantly and i already deal with it constantly. i don't wanna lose my wife but as i said- suicide is looking like the best way to make us both get over me cheatingHow do i deal with cheating on my wife. it meant nothing to me but i still did it- suicide seems the best way?
you know this is going to happen yet you do it so just deal with it. it felt good when you was banging the other chick right? but you must understand theres two side to everything. you felt good now pay the price you play you pay take it like a man and stop whinning she has every right to be mad at you hell my wife will cut it off if she even caugh me looking at another woman let alone sleeping with one. so consider urself lucky to have a woman who is still with you and ur family jewel is still on the family treeHow do i deal with cheating on my wife. it meant nothing to me but i still did it- suicide seems the best way?
It is a shame you made a mistake, but at least you seem to be trying to do the right thing (not the suicide bit). Suicide is never the answer. Have you actually sat down with your with one on one and talked to her about your feelings and listened to her feelings? I'd imagine that she feels betrayed and that she cannot trust you anymore. Forget the why you cheated in the first place or that is was meaningless, to a woman these mean nothing compared to the actual betrayal and loss of trust. If you have tried talking to your wife, of feel you are unable, I strongly recommend seeking professional help from a relationship counselor. This can build up over the years and eventually destroy your marriage, now is the time to do something about it. Please do not be afraid to talk to someone about these feelings of suicide, they are not shameful feelings they are your feelings and therefore are real and legitimate. Good luck and I wish the best for you and your wife.
If your wife can't get over your cheating, you must go on. You should not have to live with guilt for the rest of your marriage then move on. No suicide is not the answer. Your marriage vows were for better or worse. You have to pick yourself up and move on. Tell your wife you are moving on with or without her. You are sorry you made a mistake, but you are human, not perfect. First of all you must forgive yourself and move on. It isn't right for her to hold this over your head from now on. If she can't forgive you then say good by.
Well, first you probably want to stop over-dramatizing and over-reacting and lying!





If you think you can't get over it, then you won't. If you think you can, then you will. Simple. You decide your reality. Knowing you have that much control, it seems crazy to abdicate the reins by killing yourself. Don't do it.
Suicide is not the way..u must want 2 go to hell 4 sure..No!...now look don't be a fool and cheat on your wife ever again..what i don't get is being she took u back that she constantly throwing it in your face unless the situation is still fresh and new if its still new u got to understand her side of things but if it happened like a year or more ago she need to fall back and really decide if she want 2 deal with u or not..maybe like homegirl said above y'all can get counseling
You could both see a marriage counselor. She would have to accept that you have made a mistake and do not need to be reminded constantly. It is like that for any mistakes that we make. We would not want to be reminded every day of our life. She really needs to learn to accept it or you both have to move on.
killing yourself over a women......stupid......just leave her and move on.